Made to Thrive

My Favorite Time of Year

Autumn is my favorite time of year for many reasons.
I love that first cool “nip” in the air.
I love the first hint of color while the leaves remain on the trees – especially the red of the dogwood.
I love the possibility of snow, and that certain scent on the breeze.
I love s’mores on the first fire of the season.
I love the renewed energy I get to simplify by removing unused items from our home.
I love the holidays with their special foods and opportunities to gather with friends and family.
But for some reason, and maybe it’s because I was in Cambodia for two weeks, this autumn season sort of sneaked up on me.
I left East Tennessee for our trip to Cambodia and we had warm weather. The weather in Cambodia was unseasonably cool, yet was in the upper 70’s at night and low to mid 80’s during the day.
So imagine my surprise when we landed back in Knoxville and I felt the need for a jacket!
As I said, I somehow missed those tell-tale signs of autumn. Was it because those signs came in those two weeks while I was gone? I’m concerned that it was because I’d been too focused on other things to notice the time of year – the season – that was approaching.
Is my life like that also? Have I failed to notice the season I’m in at different times? I’m sure I have.
During our time of worship this past Sunday, we sang songs about the Lord’s return – about seeing Him – about dancing on golden streets. And while that should be a joyful thought for the Christian, I found myself overwhelmed by thoughts of the lost. I found myself physically grieving for those who do not yet know. I wondered – Would they be ready? What if the Lord came today, or tomorrow? Would my Uncle David and Aunt Myra, for example, be ready to meet the Lord Jesus Christ face to face? I was afraid the answer would be “no”, and my heart was broken. I couldn’t even worship in that moment, but instead found myself in intercession for their souls.
Then I was reminded of how Jesus came to earth the first time as a humble servant. And I was reminded of His return, which would be in a much different manner of His first coming. When he returns to the earth, He will come in judgment. Will He find faith on the earth? When He comes again, it will be too late for repentance. Are we spending time repenting now? Before it’s too late? Oh my heart aches…
In Matthew 25 one finds the parable of the ten virgins. All ten of these young ladies had lamps with oil. But only five of them brought extra oil, signifying to me a true relationship with Jesus Christ – one that cannot be shaken by worldly trials or even by materialism. These five ladies were prepared for the coming of the Lord, and once He did return, there was nothing more that could be done for the other five who were not prepared. They were left outside of the feast.
Then one reads the parable of the talents. All of us have been given gifts or talents from God – even those who do not serve Him have gifts. But what are we who do belong to Him doing with what He has given us? Are we effectually burying them and not using them for fear that we won’t do things quite properly? Or are we living in God’s grace, knowing that He will embolden and bless our efforts to use what we have for His Kingdom? What will our reward be when He returns? Will He say to us – Good and faithful servant? Or will He turn His back on us?
Finally, and most heart-rending to me, is the parable of the sheep and the goats. Both thought they were doing the will of their master. But only the sheep had actually captured the heart of their Master by hearing His voice, loving not their own lives, and doing His will. They did His will for His glory.
The goats? They did good works. They did nice things. But for who’s glory? Their works were for either their own glory or a misguided attempt to earn the Master’s approval. We cannot earn His approval.
The Word of God is clear in that Jesus said, “I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and no man comes to the Father except through Me.”
Lord, draw the hearts of those I love to Yourself. Work in them so that you will find faith there.
And Lord, work in my heart so that You will find faith… I live for nothing else!